and it tastes so good

and I have so much hope for the future but it feels so far away

feel so stuck

but I

trust no one else. no one knows what they are doing like seriously it's so stupid.

and PLEASE oh my god trust yourself

so chill out

and guess what?

Guess what?

you're gonna do some cool shit.
a lot

oh shit

that's so pointless you have no idea.

you're not so lonely right now.

what.

you should be calming down

don't beat yourself up for doing nothing

honestly way too much

oh I'm sorry. Just trying to keep it real.

it will never feel alright but.. it is.

but that's okay too. I swear.

hot like hell!

hot hot hot

sometimes there's no flame. and it's just hot

I'm not sure what I can tell you
wouldn't want to mess anything up.
plus we really don't have much time.

oh, hah, okay.

you already know that

but sometimes it feels good tbh

yeah, hah. it never goes away.

that burns a bit?

you know that feeling you get in your chest? in your throat?

let's get to it.

give me

I can give you a taste

what happened?
what's been happening, maybe.

yeah I mean, alright is alright.

oh. just alright?

hmmm

it's been alright